fingernails
so were you on top or bottom when you punched me in the heart?
those scratches down your back, scars on my soul
you smug fuck...
but no, you don’t deserve this
i deserve this
you were simply the better man, i suppose
but were you on top or bottom when i saw the train wreck on the news
seriously, i’d like to know
those scratches down your back
the blood that fell to the floor, mocking me with every drop
i wanted that pain so badly
i wanted those scars so much
i would have done anything
but i didn’t
i didn’t do a thing because i was so ignorant
so ignorant
you smug fuck...
apologies all around
i wish i could have apologized to both of you at that moment
as the sweat poured off of your writhing bodies
as you gave her that moment of pleasure when her nails cut you open
i bet it was just a moment
i bet it didn’t last long
what could you really have done to her, you smug fuck?
so were you on top or bottom?
i’d really like to know so that when i dream about it, i can make those horrible visions accurate.
i’d like to know it all
which nail dug in the deepest?
when you looked at yourself in the mirror, did you appreciate the beauty of those wounds?
because i would have...
i would have.
you smug fuck...
so were you on top or bottom when you punched me in the heart?
those scratches down your back, scars on my soul
you smug fuck...
but no, you don’t deserve this
i deserve this
you were simply the better man, i suppose
but were you on top or bottom when i saw the train wreck on the news
seriously, i’d like to know
those scratches down your back
the blood that fell to the floor, mocking me with every drop
i wanted that pain so badly
i wanted those scars so much
i would have done anything
but i didn’t
i didn’t do a thing because i was so ignorant
so ignorant
you smug fuck...
apologies all around
i wish i could have apologized to both of you at that moment
as the sweat poured off of your writhing bodies
as you gave her that moment of pleasure when her nails cut you open
i bet it was just a moment
i bet it didn’t last long
what could you really have done to her, you smug fuck?
so were you on top or bottom?
i’d really like to know so that when i dream about it, i can make those horrible visions accurate.
i’d like to know it all
which nail dug in the deepest?
when you looked at yourself in the mirror, did you appreciate the beauty of those wounds?
because i would have...
i would have.
you smug fuck...
