humpty dumpty (for chris)
you humped me, then you dumped me and now i dont care
love and hate... contrast and compare
i just kind of wish i knew where you are
so i could give you a hug and show you my scar
and tell you i no longer blame you a bit
not for a single part of any of it
you truly did make me a better boy
even if i was just your little sex toy
so lately, i’ve been wishing that i could tell you i care
and that i wish i would have gotten over you before you disappeared
so we could spend one last night just talking until sleep
and resolve all the bullshit that still makes me weep
so i really do miss you, no matter what you may think
and i wish there was more sense in the end of our fling
i’m not really sure why you decided to leave
but there’s no longer any point in continuing to grieve
and lately, i’ve been so unbearably sad
and i could really use a hug to remind of what we had
this breakdown of now has got me wanting to give up
just throw in the towel and say enough is enough
just jump off the wall... there’s no way i can win
just see if someone will put me back together again
(i really, really did love you)
you humped me, then you dumped me and now i dont care
love and hate... contrast and compare
i just kind of wish i knew where you are
so i could give you a hug and show you my scar
and tell you i no longer blame you a bit
not for a single part of any of it
you truly did make me a better boy
even if i was just your little sex toy
so lately, i’ve been wishing that i could tell you i care
and that i wish i would have gotten over you before you disappeared
so we could spend one last night just talking until sleep
and resolve all the bullshit that still makes me weep
so i really do miss you, no matter what you may think
and i wish there was more sense in the end of our fling
i’m not really sure why you decided to leave
but there’s no longer any point in continuing to grieve
and lately, i’ve been so unbearably sad
and i could really use a hug to remind of what we had
this breakdown of now has got me wanting to give up
just throw in the towel and say enough is enough
just jump off the wall... there’s no way i can win
just see if someone will put me back together again
(i really, really did love you)
